due you know the recommended dose. Ya not stupid have a break. shit i ate a gram and half of mda last week keeped me up two days. Before that i done something stupid like nearly five. My head ripped in two. That was a couple of years back..After that big dose id stick with 0.17-0.20g and id be dancing my little ass of for hours.. As i said i ate that g and a half, so im off the shit for atleast 6months. Cause i know that i'll end up taking 2grams next and so on...

Just think about ya health jon and the long term effects.. You shouldnt need that much my friend.

Yep,nothing extreme but definite memory fuck!

But I think that organic solvents we are working have much bigger impact than dug itself.

I forgot.

Why boobs don't have eyes instead of nipples or something...

yeah the depression never got to me, but the brain fuck sure did

Anne Shulgin gave a talk where she described doing MDMA weekly for two years as a writing aid while working on PiHKAL.  Started out with a 125 mg dose, after two years was doing 250 mg. not getting the desired effects.  After a three year break, she tried it again and was bummed because she still wasn't getting the desired effects.

LOL....possibly isn't a bad thing...my former fiancee was happy with that:)

Not seen her in years though, I hope she is doing well. Whilst very, very happy with who I am with, I do miss my ex fiancee, in a friendly sense, I wish I knew how she was getting by in life...I hope she is as happy as she was when we were together.

As for doing so much MDxx that I no longer get anything out of it? no, not even close, not within a million years of that, and likely never will.

I don't get a huge amount, more than stimulation with a serotonergic signature out of it. Sure the oxytoxin (spelling completely intentional) might be flowing, but the circuitry isn't there to do anything with it. Kinda like trying to shove a crappy old 3.5" floppy disk into a modern, high capacity DVD drive, that crap just doesn't have a space intended for it, and is to all intents and purposes, useless.

I am willing to bioassay-test results of some project or other involving empathogens, or try something new for the sake of experience, MDAI is on my list of things to try, but I don't expect to really enjoy it.

I literally cannot imagine being on 1g of MDA or MDMA (never yet had MDA, although when tsathoggua gets round to it, I believe I may be able to talk him into parting with a little of the 2-methyl-butan-2-yl carbamate or either the chloral hydrate or ethynylcyclohexylcarbamates thereof) Think its on his back-burner though really, compared to his drive towards AMPAkines and 2C-D, DOM and chlorbutol.