Man, not trying to knock you or anything, but I couldn't even being understand this site till I took Organic. I loved the class.
Anywho, you wanna cook now, right?
I would STRONGLY recomend trying to get a copy of Total Synthesis 2 and a used organic lab book, The Organic Chemistry Lab Survival Manual is the best entry level book I found. Books kick ass. Catalogs are just as cool, but they cant be sent to INDIVIDUALS from the monster companies. Hint, hint.
As far as websites Rhodium.ws is my homepage. There is sooooooooo much info there that helpful. I can't begin to say enough about this place.
Good luck, and don't rush shit dude. It took me almost a year to do my first cook, but it was well worth the wait knowing I wasn't going to kill myself and that I was doing it right.