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Harm Reduction Resources / Re: Clandestine chemistry and mental health
« Last post by aes256 on May 03, 2022, 01:19:13 AM »
@arkoma glad to hear you got out alive  :D
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Harm Reduction Resources / Re: Clandestine chemistry and mental health
« Last post by arkoma on May 03, 2022, 12:56:16 AM »
I got involved in this hobby initially because I couldn't find any real mdma.........You want to tell everyone "look what I made!" But doing so is like handing a loaded pistol to someone.  It's extremely hard to do this hobby because you have to keep it so secret. It eats you up.  The nature of mdma can make you trust the wrong people. And once one person knows, 5 people know. 

^^^^ "bucket list", and bucket list BECAUSE I will be SO proud and be like, "hey, homeboy, you gotta try this shit."  "Man, where didja get it?"  "Well, long story short, my kitchen!".  Friend of mine that lives about 15 miles away (and a PREACHER at that) owns several hundred acres FULL of sassy trees and bless his heart has marked quite a few of them with surveyors tape for me for when that day comes.

In the meantime, skill sharpening going on with uncontrolled end products.

And yeah Kasey, good thing I didna "find" this hobby 35 years or so ago (I'm almost sixty and been involved 7-8 years) because I'd probably still be in the clutches of the California Dept of Corrections. I knew  a number of good folks in North County (San Diego--Vista, Bonsall, San Marcos) in the 80's that ended up with TIME and penniless.  Only folks that made out in the long run were lawyers and bondsmen. And the CCPOA (the California PRISON PIGS union).

Craziest thing is I DID end up going to the pen in Cali--for CONCENTRATED CANNABIS of all things (early 90's, before Prop 215). I managed to turn that two year sentence in to 5 years on the installment plan.

@Spice--It IS all about what is more important to you. drugs and chemistry are VERY interesting, but so are grandkids.

*edit*Boy, do I have some stories to tell them grandkids when they get grown. looking forward to it ;)
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News / Re: 2 tonnes of "black cocaine" bust
« Last post by capnzronrico on April 30, 2022, 03:15:13 AM »
bad dog, bad bad dog
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Harm Reduction Resources / Re: Clandestine chemistry and mental health
« Last post by spice on April 30, 2022, 02:30:57 AM »
There is really only one way out, other than death, and that is to grow out of it by filling your life up with things that you have decided you want more.

At one time, I couldn't fathom ever stopping but people can evolve into different states.
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Harm Reduction Resources / Re: Clandestine chemistry and mental health
« Last post by Newton2.0 on April 30, 2022, 12:56:56 AM »
I definitely need some counseling and I'm glad you brought this up. For the longest time I felt like I was on a knife edge and I need some help processing my situation.

The stress was unbelievable.

Thanks for talking about this!

Ultimately, I wanted to know how to get away from this hobby. How to divest and how to manage that feeling of being overwhelmed. Doing innocuous experiments is well and good, but it still raises eyebrows and no one wants that attention. Personally, I would rather divest than risk anyone having questions...even though my last reaction was absolutely above board and in the interest of legitimate hobbyist experimentation.
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News / Re: 2 tonnes of "black cocaine" bust
« Last post by Lipbalm on April 29, 2022, 06:20:46 PM »
As someone who frequents the place it really bothers me how even journalists do not know how to spell a major countries name. It is COLOMBIA. It is not that difficult.
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News / Re: 2 tonnes of "black cocaine" bust
« Last post by eesakiwi on April 29, 2022, 03:23:10 PM »
I read a pdf once where they explained what it was, Manganese dioxide was the black stuff, i dont know what else there was except for the resin glue.
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News / Re: 2 tonnes of "black cocaine" bust
« Last post by Flashtrax on April 29, 2022, 12:03:51 PM »
my connections tell me there is a way to turn it into Black Wax Cocaine, undetectable, it's up to you
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News / EU News; chemical ban imminent
« Last post by arkoma on April 25, 2022, 08:47:26 PM »
hxxxs://ec.europa.eu/docsroom/documents/49734

hxxxs://www.theguardian.com/environment/2022/apr/25/eu-unveils-plan-largest-ever-ban-on-dangerous-chemicals
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Harm Reduction Resources / Re: Clandestine chemistry and mental health
« Last post by callejularbo on April 14, 2022, 03:57:17 PM »
You guys have balls doing this hobby in contries with draconic laws such as the US. Its stressfull enough in my country where I would probably get probation or a few months in the can at most.
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