Weight: lbs 150
200mg MDA HCl oral/tongue
It came up on my slowly at first without much difference noticed and inexplicably and to unknown bewilderment as to when it happened/why even? (all light reverberates additional light as reverberations, till one vomits if continued documenting
Intensity:Moderate/Strong
Source: wasp
all light reverberates additional light as reverberations.. Make Note of... ^to the next power?
Getting on paper, update later. Christ this highs scattering my well kept notes.... No!
dissarray is deemed orderly
So to start I'll clean myself off the walls as best as I can and then a bit of background. I previously had had little or more accurately zero experience with MDPEAs with MDA citrate as well as hcl intermixed and dosage over exaggerated by a need to have flown as I'd gone to great lengths constructing wings of my own, but had beem impeded on many fronts in the regard... That bioassay is etched in the flowing neck fat of what must have been a (who knew the myth(w/e) had merit) troll diligently setting snares traps and the like on that bridge of bewilderment that I wondered onto that night.. Again thats not possibly a worthwhile experience to depict however ludicrous/hysterical it would end up having been; seriously the nature of the world's state of normalcy tripped as intensely if not more than I had.
To the bioassay of concern... 200mg of MDA HCl was ingested on the tongue, quick side note with more than 18hrs passed my eyes both generally feel and appear to be larger than would be normal, I was satisfied describing how it felt as being transformed into a lemur.. I was quite satisfied with that actually. Also for my purposes the efficiency of thought - spoken word process is still limited, unintended/unintelligible garbage to be given a final edit later on.
This is not going to be a bioassay in a strict chronological sense, but more addressing significance in a hopefully ordered manner. Of which the matter of perception would easily as I'm assuming others indicated before I have as having been very profound with an understanding of which that is kept beyond the trip. While I had been made aware to an extent which will not apply here of the paradigm breaking nature of compounds in the class... The manner in which I observed it through experience would not have been expected. I for whatever reason was speaking with another individual about the nature of my origin/past/life or whatever you would like to call it, in doing so I would realize that a substantial portion of which was outright fabricated... While honesty and genuineness happen to be traits I strive for any shame on a moral ground was disregarded as just being one of the many calculated barriers to the free flow of thought I would have accumulated throughout my life. More to the point though, it would arguably be something to agree upon in theory that the nature of our reality is very much so defined by our own perception/mind in practice true understanding of this is inexplicably more significant while concluding the same. The manner in which my perception changed was so easily altered that I had accessed who it is that I am and changed it on the fly without anything to gain... And I'd assumed I was capable of deceiving if not for an underlying corruption or dishonesty underneath it all. To sum up the nature of the mental experience it was expansive and malleable and looking back at perspective outwardly I am not accustomed to the experience I could not say if the inability to put the uniquely complex multi-dimensional(it'd seem) into a flat and insignificant spoken word/written set of words... (long winded perhaps? most definitely) To the point will that change given more experience? I'd hope not, I could envision a hardwiring brain connections as being a requirement for a flow of communication to match that of the flow of thought. last on the perception broadening, no I'm not changed for life, far from it... I simply feel cleansed of so much unneeded programming that had should have had no authority to begin with... tranquility where it was not thought attainable.
The climb... Time seemingly lept forward at about 5mins after ingestion... to peak stimulation which would be a minor note, more likely distracted at the time. The feeling in the stomach was first felt and then flowing/radiating warmth with a rhythm it seemed with a hint of I've came enough already to the after-sex spoon. Rather than rambling more of this garbage I'll continue closer to baseline (effects longer than envisioned) To add for underlying bioassay purposes... Significant pupil dialation. Image may be available.. in time
