Rant: Fuck I hate cutting aluminiun...50g is fucking long to prepare...any tricks lol?

yeah man, feed the sheets of aluminum foil into a paper shredder.  most of the paper shredders out there will make little football shapes (american football), this works fine.  then put the shredded al foil into the blender

Patience lady!

Next time blow entire roll of tin foil up with high explosive and pick up what you can find!

my GI tract is fucked, serious stomach movement and taking a poop after everything i eat!  never had that one before.  i still have it happening now but it has gotten better as the week progressed.  i've been taking vicodin off and on which has certainly helped that and stabilized my mood considerably.  i'm out of that now so i'll just use loperamide to keep my stomach in check for a couple extra days then ween myself off.  my emotions can be categorized as "overreacting" which i'm no stranger to the relation of that and mdxx abuse, been around that merry-go-round many times.  but the GI problems are new and must be more common with high dose mda.  i've been getting crap sleep at night also - same stuff you describe to a "T".  dreams are very intense and convincing.  i wake up confused because they're so convincing and i wake up after every individual dream.  i wake up and am very awake, takes awhile to go back to sleep only to wake up again.  i average 3-4 hours of sleep a night so that sucks.  i shouldn't have waited this long but tomorrow i'll go pick up some 5htp and take that early in the day then take opiates at night for a couple more days.

neil that happened to me when i made some brown dirty as hell x and goobled 1 1/5 grams all at once.
but damn those fractals were way cool!!!
it's because the x is dirty if i make a good batch it''s never a problem but that's dirty x gives you the runs every time.
also for 5-htp go to vitacost it's the cheapest anywhere on the net and no i'm not affiliated with vitacost but thier prices can't be beat.

smart move on your resolve to not touch benzos just ask sedit he'll tell you too.
mda is twice as neurotoxic as mdma so it ruffles the serotonin system of the brain more so and, that is why you have trouble sleeping.
personally, i never had that problem but, everyone is different.

the reason why it's so much harder to go to sleep on MDA compared to MDMA, the lower the number means the stronger it binds to neurotransmitter site.  You can see the dopamine (DA) release for MDA is considerably stronger than that of MDMA:

Compound    NA (Release)    DA (Release)    5-HT (Release)
MDA            108                    190                    160
MDMA        110                    278                    72

h**p://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Releasing_agent#Comparison_of_binding_profiles

Thanks for those numbers NPH, pretty interesting...

I've did some MDA again on friday night and I haven't slept last night dammint. Granted, I've probably taken too much yet again...

last time i did it was about a month ago, i did 200mg mdma + 80mg mda.  then redosed something like 80-160mg mda, i can't remember.  it became apparent that sleep was definitely not happening that night, so i munched a klonopin and danced my ass off, slept like a baby after that.  the klonopin helped considerably with dehydration and muscle tension although it did dull the high.  nonetheless it was a very welcoming ingredient at the time, i was beginning to feel a little "crunchy" cuz i already came down from the mdma but the mda was still going very strong.  the next day was a lazy day, i munched 5htp for the following 3 days and had no problems recovering.  it was just the day after i was tired, expectedly.

To be honest MDMA and MDA have almost completely lost there magic for me, I tried dosing with 5-HTp and eating right before hand yet my past few ecounters with the substance have been less then something special.

It started to lose its specialness after being on SSRI's for sometime and I feel it could be a great clue as to what these did to my head piece. Damn shame really. Anyone know of a drug that may reverse the effects of extended SSRI use. Keep in mind there was also Benzos perscribed along with it but I dont feel this is what caused MDMA to lose a certine quality to its effects.

Whoa that sure sucks...As you seems to always point out, SSRI sounds like they are awful RX drugs I know MDMA never really worked for me and I know it's frustrating for sure. Especially since MDA is great but completely ruins my sleep cycle for 2-3 days. MDMA Is awesome since it doesn't interfere with sleep AT ALL, at least for me.

last time i did it was about a month ago, i did 200mg mdma + 80mg mda.  then redosed something like 80-160mg mda, i can't remember.  it became apparent that sleep was definitely not happening that night, so i munched a klonopin and danced my ass off, slept like a baby after that.  the klonopin helped considerably with dehydration and muscle tension although it did dull the high.  nonetheless it was a very welcoming ingredient at the time, i was beginning to feel a little "crunchy" cuz i already came down from the mdma but the mda was still going very strong.  the next day was a lazy day, i munched 5htp for the following 3 days and had no problems recovering.  it was just the day after i was tired, expectedly.

I still don't have any benzos lol Believe it or not, I did MDA on friday night, and redosed all night long (STUPID STUPID STUPID I KNOW  ) , but I don't think I did more than 400-500mg...I ate massives doses of 5htp through the day on saturday, but I was never able to fall asleep. I also ate 5htp all-day long yesterday and only was able to fall asleep at 6am. Lucid dreaming was sick though. I think I had a particular dream I woke out 10 times within the dream. After 4-5 times, I knew I was still in the same dream, but still wasn't able to get out ROFL .I find weird that although I'm 1000% sure I'm not sleeping (not-even microsleep or whatever, I'm 100% Awake all the time), I still don't get out of bed too hungover or overly-tired. I'm don't feel rested either though but it's really not that bad. Keep in mind I haven't slept since thursday night until 6am this morning...I slept 5 hours then went to school. Only had an energy drink and was really feeling good.....

Id be interested in knowing if anything could reverse the long term effects of SSRI use...

MDMA and most other MDxx have two major problems,and ONLY those two:

They are best drugs in the world when you try them forst few times. PERIOD!
1.)After some time they loose their magic and become mediocrate to boring drugs.

2.)If you abuse large quanitites and/or too often you can easily "burn out"
and you will loose that magic too fast.


Anyone who finds out how to return magic back deserves a Nobel Prize in medicine!

I never truely abused it, nothing on the level you folks are talking about here but I no doubt have had my fair share. The buzz I get now feels more like a speedy drunk more so then real MDA does. At first I thought it had to do with the damn RC market but I know some of it was no doubt real MDMA but it still didn't have that same hug myself in love with the world feeling. Just a high... nothing but a high.

Well, SSRI's allmost certainly create cross-tolerance,helping to spoil the fun.

I took it for half a year now every weekend sometimes with big pauses.

Loosing magic of the MDMA is allmost as tragic as loosing good friend or family member. I am serious!
It helped me to become better person,to see and appreciate world in all of its beauty like a little child after
all those years of grayness and depression. It helped me to be nice toward people,it learned me again to
recognize and respond positively on other people emotions. It made my life so much better in every aspect!
For me,MDMA is God's own Grace in form of molecule!
I pity those who never tried it!

Everyone who is responsible for banning and persecuting this most wonderfull supstance
will burn in hell! There is no question about that!