This is definately my preferred dose, after the initial 2 hours (in which the sedating alkaloids were most prominent, as this was gassed out stuff and contained all the full spectrum of cactus alkaloids)...she and I both yawned alot and felt very sleepy during the 1st 2 hours after the dose was taken (in 3 seperate doses spaced 20minutes apart)...then the mescaline made it's full appearance known about 2.5 hours in, this mentally felt about like 150ug of acid to me, but VISUALLY, it felt more like 200mcg of acid! Mescaline is definately the most visual psychedelic i've ever taken, i haven't had visuals like this in years. The woman in the screensave on the pc changed not only into dozens of different women, but changed into landscapes and far away places. Wow, mescaline is just awesome. We both took the same dose, there was about 30 to 45 minutes of mild nausea felt in the stomach about 1/2 hour after the last dose was taken, but after that no nausea for either of us. This is insanely visual stuff, and the psychedelic state seems more "significant" than an acid high.

That last mescaline trip was a revelation for me, ever since I've been walking my dog for 3 hours on my days off in the mornings in a town near me that is filled with all sorts of beautiful nature parks by the water, my dog and I have been walking non-stop and wading in the rocks where the streams flow to cool off after we have walked for a while, we sit on the rocks in the streams by the waterfalls and admire all of nature,

this is the first time in ages that I have felt truly myself, and not "depressed" inside to some degree, I should have been a "parks and recreation" major instead of a highly technical specialist in a sterile field with no windows, but it pays the bills very well, and I have to do what makes the money....but my heart is truly only free when I play and walk in the parks where all of nature is there for me to admire....

I came home after walking all those hours and felt finally at peace, it was so much fun, i'm going to continue to walk like this in nature with my dog for as long as I can, it chases the blues away and takes me away to where I feel i belong, my dog smiles the whole time, and he loves it too, and I continue to burn off fat this way and feel at piece, we are a bit worn out after all the walking but I bounce back within an hour or two, and feel better than I have ever felt in ages.

Thank you mescaline for showing me that my heart was right, I love nature, and thanks for showing me that I can be happy by walking in the streams, along the river, up and down the stairs to the river, along the waterfalls, under all the huge trees, even if it means driving a short distance to get there, it is better for my piece of mind and physical well being, i may even just move there so i don't have to drive that far round trip anymore, and get away from this nature-less place i live right now....just a 20 minute drive to peace and happiness, i love nature thanks mescaline for showing me where i belong.

I was re-reading one of my all time favorite recent books "Hoffman's Elixir, LSD and the new Eleusis 2008" the other day, I have read this book over 3 times....Dr. Hoffman talks about how several people had taken LSD and came back to tell him that it had changed their life, these people had left the city to move into the country, far away from the city, to where they were finally happy, and were one with nature, funny that this should happen to me, but now I know what these people had to do to be at one with their heart, Dr. Hoffman also talks about his walks in nature as a child, and how LSD brought all this back to him, and the sterility of modern cities and technology...it all makes sense, thank you mescaline the healer.

Mescaline brought out "truths" in myself and in the Universe, it's a religious experience in a sense....a contact with my true self to be happy, and helped me to figure out how to get other things in my life in order, it's a gentle teacher, and a teacher that I can relate to, just like LSD.