Yeah yeah I know, "if you can't take the heat get out of the kitchen".
But man the anxiety really gets to me sometimes. Fact is I have a lot going on in my life and it would be a shame to lose it all. Not to mention the disappointment my family would have in me.
I'm thinking that after I'm done with my current project I'm going to wrap things up until I'm in a better situation. Living in an apartment makes things 10 times more sketch. I'm pretty careful, but there's always the off-chance that I'll slip up, or something out of my control will get me sighted.
Bummer.
But man the anxiety really gets to me sometimes. Fact is I have a lot going on in my life and it would be a shame to lose it all. Not to mention the disappointment my family would have in me.
I'm thinking that after I'm done with my current project I'm going to wrap things up until I'm in a better situation. Living in an apartment makes things 10 times more sketch. I'm pretty careful, but there's always the off-chance that I'll slip up, or something out of my control will get me sighted.
Bummer.